Marilyn Manson was considered for the role of Dr Jonathon Crane/The Scarecrow in Batman Begins.




HOW FUCKING AWSOME WOULD THAT HAVE BEEN?


-RUNS AROUND.-


As much as I love Cillian.

it's just....

FUCKING HELL THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN HAWT

January - What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?

February -Anime is like nicotine.

March - A mexican neo-nazi named Nazzi who was a dentist killed Mina ;__;

April - LOL~~!! ME AND LOCHE TALKED TONIGHT XD. AND IT WAS SO HILARIOUS~

May - I tried to be someone else

June - I'm so messed up right now. I don't even know what to do.

July - Maybe I should stop living in the past, it's too over-concentrated...And move on to the future.

August - N A M E ::Jeremy or Jaden...I like them both...

September - So, I was thinking about it.

October - I want to know you.
Better than I know myself.

November - Life is alright I guess.

December -
Recently I started Pokemon Crystal version again =D.


1. NARUTO
1. The first character I first fell in love with: Naruto, oh yes! I loved his personality and definately related him to me in some ways.
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Probably Deidara. I never really thought much about the akatsuki before, but once I started getting into them more and more I found that Deidara was definately someone who I could....be.
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't: Hmn...I don't really know. How about a couple? Itasasu.
4. The character I love that everyone else hates: Naruto XD.
5. The character I would shag anytime: Sasori-danna.
6. The character I'd want to be like: Deidara! Of course.
7. The character I'd slap: Sasuke.
8. A pairing that I love: SasuNaru
9. A pairing that I despise: Itasasu
10. Favorite character: Deidara.

2. Yu-Gi-Oh
1. The first character I first fell in love with: Ryou Bakura!
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now:  Haga XD. Weird and creepy, but a beautiful little bug boy deep down inside. Raine showed me to love him.
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't: Anzu. >> ew.
4. The character I love that everyone else hates: Haga, of course. Or any of the lesser-known characters like Bones, Ryuuzaki, Mako, ect. I also like Jonouchi like, a lot. And no one does.
5. The character I would shag anytime: Ryou (the only person I'd EVER be seme to.) Bakura, Malik, Yami Malik.
6. The character I'd want to be like: Ryou or Malik =D.
7. The character I'd slap: ANYONE FROM YUGIOH GX =DDDDD. And Anzu.
8. A pairing that I love: Ryou x Bakura
9. A pairing that I despise: Yami x Seto >>. I just...don't like.
10. Favorite character: Bakura, Ryou, Yugi, Yami, Malik, Marik, Haga, Ryuuzaki, Joey, and TETO =DDDDD. And Mokuba. And Noa.


3. Yami No Matsuei
1. The first character I first fell in love with: Muraki >3
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Wakaba or Maria.
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't: TSU FUCKING ZUKI.
4. The character I love that everyone else hates: Muraki XD.
5. The character I would shag anytime: Muraki. And I'd get into detail but I don't want to.
6. The character I'd want to be like: Hisoka definately. He's suave and calm, but can have his moments of being frantic and depressed. Just like me.
7. The character I'd slap: Tsuzuki =D.
8. A pairing that I love: Hiraki ALL the way.
9. A pairing that I despise: TsuRaki T-T <---- Mina wins at LIFE.
10. Favorite character: Watari, Tatsumi, MURAKI, HISOKA, Higre-jingers, and Sagatanasodsif9sduf8dhg.

4. Final Fantasy 7.
1. The first character I first fell in love with: OMG S-E-P-H-I-R-O-T-H!
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now:  Aeris. At first I hated her soul because she was with Sephiroth and Cloud in a lot of fanfiction but I started to think about it and I realized that she's not bad. She's sweet and has a good personality.
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't: Hmn...ZACH! EW.
4. The character I love that everyone else hates: Umn, Hi, Cloud?
5. The character I would shag anytime: >DDDDD SEPHIROTH MOTHER FUCKER.
6. The character I'd want to be like: Cloud! Definately. And I guess if not Cloud, then Aeris. But..I like Cloud more.
7. The character I'd slap: Hmn....Tifa. Or sometimes Rufus.
8. A pairing that I love: OMGOMGOMG. What do you think? No. Seriously. XD. Sephiroth x Cloud
9. A pairing that I despise: Sephiroth x Anyone else. Besides me.
10. Favorite character: Sephiroth.


5. .HACK//SIGN
1. The first character I first fell in love with:  Tsukasa-chan <33.
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Mimiru. She's not such a bad girl, just a little bit annoying at times.
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't: Umn. SUBARU. EW.
4. The character I love that everyone else hates: Sora XD. I love love LOVE Sora to bits and pieces.
5. The character I would shag anytime: LORD FUCKING BALMUNG.
6. The character I'd want to be like: Reki <33.
7. The character I'd slap: Subaru of course =D.
8. A pairing that I love: Tsukasa x Sora. Reki x Balmung.
9. A pairing that I despise:SUBARU X TSUKASA >____>
10. Favorite character: Tsukasa ^^;


6. Silent Hill
1. The first character I first fell in love with: I think it was Henry Townsend.
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: PYRAMID HEAD. I mean come on, he's a fucking monster and I used to be grossed out by that character, but I've seen the darkness and gotten over the fact that it is really weird. Now I love him <3.
3. The character everyone else loves that I don't: Hmn...I love a lot of people. And if I really said what I was thinking, a certain Rayne-sama would slap me really hard.
4. The character I love that everyone else hates: James, or Mary XD.
5. The character I would shag anytime: Uh. James or Pyramidhead, or VAL XDDDD or Walter.
6. The character I'd want to be like: James, of course <3.
7. The character I'd slap: James of course =DDD.
8. A pairing that I love: James x Pyramidhead     Henry x Walter   Harry x Vincent  Walter x Young Walter.
9. A pairing that I despise: Maria x James. Or Braintree x Little Walter
10. Favorite character: Jaaaames <3.

MY POKEMON!


Recently I started Pokemon Crystal version again =D.
These are my Pokemon so far!

My characters name is:
RyanRoss

my pokemon are:

Bren! The Feraligator
Lemon the Pineco (...i think)
Gerard the Sudowoodo
GeWOWd the Smoochum
Bellsprout the Bellsprout
Pikachu the Togepi
Mccracken the Ditto

AAAANDDDD


KINDER-SEX the DROWZIE =DDD



and my rival's name is Wentz. Cause of the red hairs on his head.

Rolling around at the speed of stuff,
Got places to go, gotta follow my oven.
Can't stick around, have to keep facing on,
Guess what lies ahead, only 8 ways to find out!
Must keep on light blubing ahead,
No time for windows, follow my plan instead.
Swimming in what you can't see,
Take my cheese, I'll set you fire.

Window me, face me free,
Egnite me and we will jump out of this window.

(5 second Intrumental)

I'll drink some fruit, oven me.
Oven me, set me free,
Trust me and we will escape from the city.
I'll make it through prove it to you.

Follow me!
Oh yeah!

Dear Gerard-


Your stupid plans for a makeover have changed Mikey into the dominant one.


DO YOU REALLY WANT YOUR YOUNGER BROTHER TO DO THOSE THINGS?


YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE RAPING HIM!


GOD



DAMNIT.

sincerely, Kei-chan =D.

what can I say?

I miss MCR....I hate change.

i hate stupid Billy Corgan.

I hate the black parade.


i hate all this dom!mikey



I FUCKING MISS MCR.
>>.

Sorry, I have no interest in watching you two spoon in front of the fireplace.

Bye.

Communist Pastry: hay
SanguineVial: hello!
Communist Pastry: are you going to bed anytime soon
SanguineVial: Nope =D
Communist Pastry: i jus did something really weak
SanguineVial: Oh?
Communist Pastry: i jus caled my ex b/f
SanguineVial: And..?
Communist Pastry: i keep getting the same answer
SanguineVial: What do you mean?
Communist Pastry: it wasnt ment to be
SanguineVial: Which boyfriend is this?
Communist Pastry: chris
SanguineVial: w..wait.
SanguineVial: You broke up?
Communist Pastry: yeah...last week
SanguineVial: Oh baby. I'm sorry...
Communist Pastry: this has been one of the hardest things...i called it off, and maybe i just dont want to face the truth, cuz it ended so suddenly, things just dont feel played out, like something unresolved
Communist Pastry: so i had to find out for myself...and im again left with the same answer, and the equation just doesnt match the answer
SanguineVial: So...You didn't want to be with him? because...you felt it wasn't meant to be? Or did he tell you that it wasn't mean to be?
Communist Pastry: he never gave me a str8 answer to that...when i asked him if he wanted to be with me...he told me, it was up to me
SanguineVial: So you decided not to?
Communist Pastry: yeah
Communist Pastry: it just didnt feel right, there was just too much to jump from 'i love you so much im never gunna leave you' to 'i dont know'
Communist Pastry: is this too much...cuz i know im little emotional right now
SanguineVial: No it's fine.

-Snuggles.-

So, did this happen a week ago, or when you called him today?
Communist Pastry: i called him an hour ago
SanguineVial: -Nods.- But..what did he say then?
Communist Pastry: it wouldnt work
SanguineVial: I'm so sorry sweety...I wish it had worked out..
Communist Pastry: i should have listened to the coin...thank you
SanguineVial: Coin? -Hugs.- Your welcome..
Communist Pastry: i flipped a coin before i called him...heads-it was ment to be and i call. tails-it wasnt to be, i forget and dont call...i got tails 3 times in a row...then i said fuck fate...but it really wasnt ment to be
SanguineVial: >> I'm sofucking sorry...That shouldn't have happened to you..
Communist Pastry: but here is the other side to this mirror...i have met a new boy who is a 180 from chris...and im not really sure how to treat it, cuz it such a reverse in roles for me
SanguineVial: What's he like?
Communist Pastry: very femmy, very sweet, and an amazing kisser
SanguineVial: He sounds precious...
Communist Pastry: hes a adorable
SanguineVial: It's times like these when I wish I had the luxury of some instant sex-change or something >>.

Are you thinking about dating this boy?
Communist Pastry: i am, i jus dont want this to become a sort of rebound, and that wouldnt be fair to him
SanguineVial: Ooh, I know that feeling >>.
Communist Pastry: and i just dont know, this could be something really amazing, and im just so clouded by this whole chris thing and fuck it up...and i dont want to fuck it up, cuz he is a sweet heart
SanguineVial: Well...Curse my young and slightly inexperienced age, but...

Perhaps if you gave yourself some time to just relax and think hard about what you really want to do. It sure seems like you don't want to be hurting anyone, but that should include yourself.

You shouldn't hold yourself back from another relationship, especially if you care for this boy (name?) and would like to see him happy.

but I can understand your regret. Maybe it would be best to allow yourself a bit of time to either let Chris go, or figure out what you're going to do...
Communist Pastry: your words mean alot to me...thank you
SanguineVial: your definatly welcome lovely. I hope I can be of some comfort, despite my...girl bits and lack of relationship experience.
Communist Pastry: hun its ok...i see beyond the lack and girl parts...you know what love is...and i finally got a taste of it...but you nail it...i have to let it go
SanguineVial: You only have to let him go. Not the concept of what love is. Only...Him. And there is someone else who will be worthy, right? A sweet boy who will make you feel loved all over again. And perhaps this time it will lead to something a lot greater.

The only thing to do is think positive, and look at all of the things that could happen. All of the good things.
Communist Pastry: i adore you
SanguineVial: And I adore you too ^^ <33.
Communist Pastry: thank you...some light has been shed, and im not gunna close my eyes this time
SanguineVial: Good! I'm glad. Because if you close your eyes. You close your eyes to the possibility of spending a lifetime with someone precious. And even if it doesn't work out, the pain will only be comforted at a later time by another positive event ^^.
Communist Pastry: there was a reason why we met at nurbury
SanguineVial: Certaintly was!
SanguineVial: I really wish you the best of luck with this, though. You only deserve the best
Communist Pastry: thank you...i do deserve the best...i wont settle for any less
SanguineVial: That's it! ^^.
Communist Pastry: :-)
SanguineVial: Eee. So. What's this cutey-boy's name that you had your eye on?
Communist Pastry: his name is adam
SanguineVial: How sweet n.n.
Communist Pastry: like its such a 180...im use to be the more feminit one in the relastionship...but now im more the masc one
SanguineVial: That's true... Neeh, is that holding you back at all?
Communist Pastry: its a factor, cuz its just so new, im not sure how to handle it, but i guess just being myself works just as well
SanguineVial: True. Well...Even if it is a setback, there's always the whole 'try new things' phrase. Right? Besides. He could be a secret masculine demon, he's just hiding it.

Wait! Does he wear girl-jeans?
Communist Pastry: he wears pretty much girl everything
SanguineVial: Sounds like I'd maul him ._.;
Communist Pastry: you jump him
SanguineVial: in the sexual way...and then scare him.
SanguineVial: XD Yes.
Communist Pastry: so i've been writing again...care to read
SanguineVial: Yes of course <3.
Communist Pastry: i wrote this just after breaking up with chirs
Communist Pastry: i am, i will, just end it

i am alone
i will be alone forever
i will die alone
i will have my heart ripped out a million times
i will be stuck in a routine of absolute sorrow
i will be told fake promises a million times
i will be told that my time will come a million times
and nothing will ever come
just the emptiness in my heart
just the cold buring of this hole
in my stomach
the meaning to my life has once again
been torn away
why am i still alive
what is my purpose
is it just to have everything blow up
in my face over and over
so why doesnt my life just end
why doesnt god just fucking take it
so i can find out
that im jus guna be stuck to roam the earth
till the end
whats my fate
there is no fate
just pain
i will never know happiness
i will never know love
i will never know how to be stable
i wil be just told a million stale 'i love yous'
so just end it me
i have no meaning
i have no life worth living
so just press the stop button
on my life
SanguineVial: >> that was the most depressing thing I have ever read. It makes me want to cry and snuggle you till you feel better.
SanguineVial: ...If that's not the feeling you were going for, I'm gonna use the excuse that I'm emotional and I care about you a ton.
Communist Pastry: it was
SanguineVial: Good. -cuddlecomfort.-
Communist Pastry: now i wrote this after meeting adam
Communist Pastry: blood claut


over and out
a big ten four
to the trigger
to the barrel
to the bullet
loaded and ready for

such prety hand writing
such a grace in your words
putting a tiny peice
back
helping stop the flow

built and ready for distruction
built and ready for 
as a decaing heart floods
a battle for the razor 
the end all be all

such pretty hand writing
such grace in your words
putting up a tiny peice
to help stop the flow
SanguineVial: That...I felt it really came from your mind.

I can feel the emotions, but I just can't name them. There's a lot of hidden confusion...envy...want? It's really nice. Very well written.
Communist Pastry: theres alot going on in that one
SanguineVial: Definatly. I like it...
SanguineVial: Mew. -Curls up on.- Where did you meet Adam?
Communist Pastry: seriously the day after breaking up with chirs
SanguineVial: That's...either fate, or just really awkward timing.
Communist Pastry: hehe i know right
SanguineVial: Indeed!
SanguineVial: I need to be older so I can hang with you and spy on all this luscious homosexual males...
Communist Pastry: you can still spy on them...they are everywhere
SanguineVial: Oh. Yeahsure. There's like, two in scarborough XD.
SanguineVial: oh and one of them thinks you have a sexy voice.
Communist Pastry: hahaha thats delgihtful
SanguineVial: Cha.

Thanks to me for checking my messages in speakerphone XD.
Communist Pastry: haha
SanguineVial: yeah but. ..yeah. Scarborough = straight people who tear down our Gay-Straight alliance posters.
Communist Pastry: i know..the first guy i ever dated wsas frpom there
Communist Pastry: i heard the horror stories
SanguineVial: Haha. Yeah.
Communist Pastry: i hav ea few friends that go to the scarbrough
SanguineVial: Oh? Is one of them Andrew Levitt because he sure gets around.
Communist Pastry: no
SanguineVial: Kay =D
Communist Pastry: do you know a josh and or a hellen
SanguineVial: I know a Josh...
SanguineVial: I think.
Communist Pastry: hes really crazy...short hair, likes metal
SanguineVial: Ooh, maybe I DO know a Josh!

Well, depending on if he's still in school.
Communist Pastry: no hes not
SanguineVial: Kay, then I don't know a Josh. Sadly. >>.
SanguineVial: ...now I'm going to find him ._.
Communist Pastry: he dropped out
SanguineVial: -snaps fingers.- perhaps I know him...>> I WANT to know him.
Communist Pastry: hes awsome
Communist Pastry: we love all the same bands nshit its great
SanguineVial: Sweet ^^ <3. I guess there's some hope for my town yet!
Communist Pastry: well kiddo im gunna hit the bed
Communist Pastry: thank you
SanguineVial: Okay! Thank you as well. And your welcome. I love being a help, comfort, if I can ^^.
SanguineVial: <33 sweet dreams.










SAD.

OMG HOUSE PARTY WITH MYSELF TONITE.


BDEN/RYAN ALLOWED :D

Panic concert was amazing.
</3.

But somehow, I feel the nostalgia is worse than it should be.
And I also know that someone doesn't love me very much right now.

Turn her over
A candle is lit, I see through her
Blow it out and save all her ashes for me

Curse me sold her
The poison that runs its course through her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over all over

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
With strawberry gashes all over

Called her over
and asked her if she was improving
She said, "Feels fine,
It's wonderful, wonderful here"

Hex me, told her
I dreamt of a devil that knew her
Pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over, all over

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
With strawberry gashes all over, all over

I lay quiet
Waiting for her voice to say
"Some things you lose,
and some things you just give away"

Scold me failed her
If only I'd held on tighter to her
Pale white skin 
That twisted and withered away from me, away from me

Watch me lose her
It's almost like losing myself
Give her my soul
and let them take somebody else
Get away from me

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
With strawberry gashes all over, all over me

I feel like I'm falling off the circuit >>.

My friends seem to have been going off to do their own things lately...Lane's doing her own stuff.
Maybe I'm better off sticking to myself and closing off again ...No one seems to mind that I'm not a part of their group anyway. I mean...They have a ton of fun without me there, and if I did go then I don't see how I wouldn't brighten up their day or anything.

Sighsigh.

Whatever.


Ima go...do stuff

Comment, and I will comment with a picture of the anime character, or celebrity (for Lane, Cassie and I) that most reminds me of you. Then post the same in your journal.

I lyk...


life again.

Hey, Icicle bitch.
Take a ride with me, I'll sit in the back with a veil on my head.
You can drive like the queen supreme to the border.
And take care of the rest while I wait like a martyr.